Feeling rather bummed and embarrassed and guilty and all those things one feels when he knows he should have done more. My Pilgrim for the Women's Walk had to cancel due to health matters. Too late to find another - and there are SO many men and women who would benefit from the Walk - but did I then volunteer to help in any way? No. Did I make it to the candle light service for either of the walks as I promised myself I would NEVER fail to do? No. Did I sign up for the Prayer Vigil? No.
I suppose I can take solace in knowing that I did pray for God's presence in both walks and that the Pilgrims gained a deeper understanding of God's unfailing love for each of them.
Next time, I WILL do better.